The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 1
November 18th, 2011
I've been let down three times now people, don't let it happen again!! This is my favorite book of the Saga!!
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
It's a new day
So, I was just sitting here thinking I should start a blog, and then I remembered this, ha!
When I read my old posts, I feel immature, sad, whiny? So much has changed since those times. Yes, I still spend WAY too much time in front of my computer screen, I still sit around a lot more than I should, and I still have some issues I need to sort through, but today, I know myself a little better.
I have realized that my friends where as supportive as they were capable of. It's a lot to ask of someone who is 16 and just as inexperienced and immature as myself. Though I don't have all of those people in my corner anymore, there are still a select few who I can count on for anything. I have also realized that life goes on. I have to wake up every day and make the best of it. Things aren't exactly picture perfect at the moment but I am taking baby steps each and every day to accomplish my goals and get what I deserve out of life. There are a lot of other little things I have learned about myself in the past two years, but I'll save that for sometime a little later. I gotta have a little mystery!
As for all challenges in my life, I will take them day by day. I am strong. I can do this.
-- Anna
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
First Blog !
So, this is my very first blog ever, as you can tell by the title, haha. Anyways, I want to explain why I wanted to create my own blog.
I think it will be a good place for me to vent, say whatever I want, no rules. Also, I'm on the computer almost always, and my mom is always harping on me to keep a journal due to my suicidal thoughts and craptastic life, blah blah blah. So, if I'm writing about my feeling and all that bull on a blog, its basically the same thing, just on the internet. So, shush mom.
I don't expect anyone to check this daily, anticipating what I have to write next, because in all honestly, I am one of the most boring people ever. I go to school (sometimes), I sleep(most of the time) and my ass is basically glued to this chair when I'm doing neither of those things. I do homework when I feel like it, and since im on the computer 24/7, iTunes is always playing. The hours pass so quickly when you're listening to good music. I just put my iTunes on shuffle and a whole night can go by without me even noticing. Hey there mr.sun, where'd you come from ? Shit, mom's gunna kill me. Oh well.
Seriously though, its almost 5 in the morning, I have to be up for school at 6.
Everyone keeps telling me that I can do this, I can graduate, get my diploma, make a living. Fuck that. Who gives a damn if I want to sit on my ass all day and do nothing ? .. okay, I do. Why does everyone else have to get involved though ? Agh.
First blog, done.
I think it will be a good place for me to vent, say whatever I want, no rules. Also, I'm on the computer almost always, and my mom is always harping on me to keep a journal due to my suicidal thoughts and craptastic life, blah blah blah. So, if I'm writing about my feeling and all that bull on a blog, its basically the same thing, just on the internet. So, shush mom.
I don't expect anyone to check this daily, anticipating what I have to write next, because in all honestly, I am one of the most boring people ever. I go to school (sometimes), I sleep(most of the time) and my ass is basically glued to this chair when I'm doing neither of those things. I do homework when I feel like it, and since im on the computer 24/7, iTunes is always playing. The hours pass so quickly when you're listening to good music. I just put my iTunes on shuffle and a whole night can go by without me even noticing. Hey there mr.sun, where'd you come from ? Shit, mom's gunna kill me. Oh well.
Seriously though, its almost 5 in the morning, I have to be up for school at 6.
Everyone keeps telling me that I can do this, I can graduate, get my diploma, make a living. Fuck that. Who gives a damn if I want to sit on my ass all day and do nothing ? .. okay, I do. Why does everyone else have to get involved though ? Agh.
First blog, done.
Night, night !
Anna
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